Post by Gem on Jan 8, 2022 16:21:23 GMT
9 days ago i was out with my family, Toms mum, stepdad, sister and her family for a meal at a hotel and was feeling quite unwell, went to the loo and my waters broke and with my waters breaking came a lot of blood, i passed out and hit my head on the sink. When i came round i was in an ambulance and the paramedics were telling me that i was miscarrying the baby.
I didn't know i was pregnant, especially 19 weeks pregnant. I had an implant in my arm which had been put in after i had Bowie and Tom had had a vasectomy, my implant had actually shattered in my arm so wasn't doing its job and Toms vasectomy hadn't properly kicked in.
We got to have time holding the baby which was a boy and we named him Kingsley.
I'm still in a lot of pain, struggling to walk around, feels like my insides are gonna fall out at any minute, also still struggling to get my head round it all.
Going to have a break away from things for a while to work out what we want next as a family and to let myself heal.
I really hope you're all doing ok and had a better start to 2022!
Even though i won't be back on here for a while i'm always logged in facebook on my phone so if anyone fancies a chat about anything feel free to message on there!
I didn't know i was pregnant, especially 19 weeks pregnant. I had an implant in my arm which had been put in after i had Bowie and Tom had had a vasectomy, my implant had actually shattered in my arm so wasn't doing its job and Toms vasectomy hadn't properly kicked in.
We got to have time holding the baby which was a boy and we named him Kingsley.
I'm still in a lot of pain, struggling to walk around, feels like my insides are gonna fall out at any minute, also still struggling to get my head round it all.
Going to have a break away from things for a while to work out what we want next as a family and to let myself heal.
I really hope you're all doing ok and had a better start to 2022!
Even though i won't be back on here for a while i'm always logged in facebook on my phone so if anyone fancies a chat about anything feel free to message on there!
. I'm so sorry to hear that. 
Sorry to hear this.